I remember a stressed out boy clamoring to get his life in order in New York a few days before he was about to embark on a long journey. He had no idea what to expect or grasped the scope of what he was about to do. That boy no longer exists. What stands in his place is the slightly older version who's mind is cluttered to its deepest reaches with memories that span the entire South Pacific.
And that is precisely where this trip will live for the rest of my life. Slowly over time certain details will be pushed out to make room for new ones. The picture as a whole will slowly fade. Eventually, Oceania will seem as distant as it actually is. But that is the funny thing about that part of the world. It takes so long to get to and from there you actually lose and gain a day. When you watch the sun rise twice on the same day you know you have gone a fair way. It's as real as time travel gets in our age and it is easy to forget that there is this whole other vibrant world existing in this other time frame-a place so unique and beautiful it can only exist in this far off place. But the truth is it will always be there.
The wind will continue to blow atop The Tongariro Crossing and the sun will continue to rise on Mt. Cook. Rainbows will continue to form high in the Kepler Mountains for the lucky few, and it will most certainly still rain on the Milford Track. The Dart Glacier will still be there waiting to be discovered by those brave enough to traverse the Cascade Saddle. Red Star will continue to serve the best burgers on earth and in Queenstown jazz musicians will still play every night down by the water. Kiwis will continue to pick up hitch hikers and people will kayak the Abel Tasman. Conversations will be had around stoves in back country huts. People will risk their lives everyday in extreme sports but will continue to be cleansed by the wilderness.
Shows will continue to go on at the Sydney Opera House and sails will grace the harbor. Things will still get lost on the beach at Bondi. People will still get stuck in Byron Bay and surfers will continue to catch the best wave in Noosa. Countless adventures will still be had in Fraser Island and the stars will shine down on "Silent Night" in the Whitsundays for many days to come. The Great Barrier Reef will continue to reveal its secrets and people will have BBQ's in Cairns. Someone is stealing sugar cane in Cape Tribulation. The sun will rise and set on Ayers Rock and somewhere Rachel has a song to reflect it. Melbourne will continue to charm and inevitably..in some bar "Kings of Leon" is still playing. The Aussies will continue to produce the greatest peanut butter on earth.
Fijian sunsets will still continue to stop everyone in their tracks. People will come and go from Octopus Resort. Volleyball games will be played and Kava ceremonies will be performed. Some where on that reef that moray eel is watching out. The Fijian kids will still marvel at western technology and dolphins will still continue to come every time Bombali wins a rugby match.
People will meet and become friends, lovers, and acquaintances. Lives will be transformed.
And even though I won't be able to see it. The Southern Cross will continue to rise and set each night. Shining its directional light on whoever eyes are wide-eyed enough to search for it.
And as for me, my southern cross, my crux- has happily reveled itself. It wasn't a point on my journey but the product of my journey. For each experience you encounter you take a little bit of something with you. I am the sum of all the people I met and all the places I have seen. The knowledge and perspective gained on such a venture is priceless enough, and what I do now with this transformed man is the pivotal point. I am the luckiest person alive. I start again with a cleaned slate. Where I go from here is my southern cross.
I am a book with many pages still to be written. I invite you to come read with me.
-Steven
